Wednesday, November 13, 2002

Nights Are Mine

Missed my post yesterday! Too busy I guess. Tonight I got a chance to come home early, buy some delicious Mexican food from Alto Cinco's, put on some Ella Fitzgerald and read my way though a relaxing dinner, under the glow of the icicle christmas lights. I got to tune up my Ovation (which I never get to play) work on some new songs at a good pace--walk around and chew on 'em a bit.
I shall enjoy being out of college, when my nights can be mine again--movies, books, music, concerts, poetry, a mug of hot cocoa and a really good book, and, of course, the best company.
My brain in just kind of empty right now; it ebbs and flows, from overwhelming introspection almost to the point of insomnia, to the opposite spectrum of mindless actions and unfulfilling sleep. In the written world I sound so unhappy, but know that I am just the antithesis; I am content and currently feeling very peaceful--just feeling confined by words--too much to get out and no vocabulary that could do it, or time to really kneed it out.