Well, figured I may as well try it...Internet possibilities are endless I guess. Well the end of this fall semester is in sight and after that it's only one more semester till I graduate. When I was little I always thought that by this time in my life I'd have it all figured out (and I'd at least own my own dog) and here I am without a clue! I want to work in music--live it, breathe it, saturate myself in it--be it the business or playing for myself. Applying and looking for jobs though is so vunerable; never been too good at selling myself and this seems the epitomy of it. I remember my friend Seth last year searching for a job and worrying about that vunerability; I understand now. Wherever I end up, whatever I do, however much I make, whomever I am with, I have no idea--but I'm getting ready.
Tonight was the SU leadership banquet; 200 student leaders in the Drumlins country club. I sat between these two really annoying girls but had a good time anyway with Leah, Liz and Laura as partners in crime. Ran into an old friend which made it all worth while. Again, it's a situation where I feel like I have to mingle and sell myself, and I really wasn't in a mood for that. A bit introverted and introspective today...
