Slugging though the days until the end of the semester....
6 more class periods, 42 more pages on my comm final, 85 more definitions and illustrations for visualization's glossary, 5 homeworks to finish for my portfolio and sketchbook, three more books to read, 3 more pages on my interp paper, one more calc lab, one more calc homework, one more creative piece for literature, two final exams and 13 days in which to do only the final exams. Everything else is due thursday or so.
Yesterday it got down to 9 degrees.
9...Farenheit.
I am from Virginia and that temp is not a normal thing people. 19 is an event there. Here it seems that's cause for shorts .
Snow has the ability to dampen the anger humans seem to harbor for rain and muffles the ambitions of all creatures, be it in hybernation, large food storages or shorter days. how lightly and silently it falls, turning the spectrum of fall into the monocrome of winter.
These past few days seem to be "full circle" days, where those people/emotions/situations that I thought I had left long ago appear anew, and though caught off guard it is not all bad. I just fear that the mistakes that followed those once lost nouns will again appear as a force in my life. I pride myself in how far I have come, but is it that I have changed and grown or simply that the situations that had that control over my actions were no longer present? I do not want to see the answer as of yet.
A few days ago I saw "40 days and 40 nights" and I have a ton to write about that one...another time, tomorrow possibly. Here's the basic point: how can any woman trust a man to be interested in anything other than sex after watching that movie? It broke down so much of the trust that the few good men out there try to build up, who are in relationships because they are emotionally attached to the girl, not because it's the most convient lay at that time. Anyway, I digress.
More tomorrow. Animal behavior, rape, VOTM, pop culture, religion, etc. Should be a whopper.