As I stand on the edge of the future God has made for me I can't help but look back on what I had dreamed about and what was lost. If I didn't have these back problems and back pains, what a kayaker I'd be! I'd own boats and I'd teach--maybe I'd end up managing a company or working for a maker. Where would I live? Who would I know? What stories would I tell? Would I be able to play guitar more w/o those headaches and neckaches? Would I perform again?
God has me where he has me for a purpose and a reason, but tonight I can't see it past my present physical pains as I mourn the loss of What Was.
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